Time.

Something man has no control over.
How fast does time fly?

I mean, it's gonna be october soon!
WHERE DID MY YEAR GO?
Feels like only yesterday I was walking in nervously into the hall of Sri Pinang wondering if I'd be accepted amongst my new friends

and now
ITS GONNA BE OCTOBER.

All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
Linkin park-in the end


In otherwords, my SPM is nearing but instead of studying, here I am, on the computer, blogging.




Procastinatingmuch?









I was doing my grandparents anniversary present just now.




Mom bought this really awesome photoframe for them and I thought it'd be cool if I put pictures of them in it!




So, I was going through the photoalbum, lots of black and white photos. And I saw this once picture of my mom when she was ...what...one?




And i was like "woah, that's my mom : "


not exactly in a bad way, but maybe in nostalgic way?
I saw lots of pictures of myself as a kid
And i remember taking them and it jusst hit me "I'm eighteen next year... "
and Im in my final year of school
Feels like yesterday that I was in form 1 complaining on how much i cant wait for school to end!
And dont get me wrong, I DO want it to end, but it seems strangely shorter than it was.

:\

I guesss what I'm trying to say is
DONT procrastinate-do what you want!
Dont let petty things get in the way of friendship or in love!
I mean, life is TOO short to spend hating someone
Or living with regrets
Or worrying about what's to come
Enjoy the moment
Love
Laugh
Live
And KNOW you're not gonna get this same very moment, year, day, hour, minute,sec, milisec, or
whatever back again. Once it's gone, it's gone.
(:


So since I dont want to waste my life wondering

Im gonna scream it out now

To my family: Jesus, sometimes I cannot stand you guys (oops) but know deep down i love all of you guys alot

To my friends: YOU GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS. Be happy to know if I died tomorrow, I'd be happy to have known you guys and have had so many bittersweet moments to share with you

To my lovahsss to come: YOU BETTTER NOT CHEAT OR IM GNA END YOUR LIFE *imeanItInTheNicestOfWays

Anwyays

I tot i'd be fun to show you guys how I used to look :D

Orange is so my colour :D

Sister&me

Looking for LOST BEST FRIEND, Sarah Michelle Matthews (ithink)

I still watch TV like that... :D

Sister;SHE STILL KISSES ME AND PINCHES MY CHEEK.

I remember this picture it was in Genting. It was my sexy model pose :D

It's not the fault of student if
he/she fails because the year ONLY
has 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.


2. Summer holidays - 50 LIKE WE STUDY .
Days left 263.


3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.


4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.


5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.


6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.


7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.


8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.


9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.


10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.


11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0

you tell me.

fuck, this is funny.

stange eh how life is?
One day your life seems perfect and the next it's an utter disaster
You just dont know what can happen and in a split second it does.
You dont even catch it with your blind eyes. You just THINK you saw it, and BAM it hits you out of no where.

Somedays like this, I sit and I wonder and I just reflect on what things have happened to me. Things that I wouldnt have expected to, things that never wouldve crossed my mind.

Like for instance, when I was in primary school, the amount of backstabbing, bitching and fights I had. To think my best friends thn, arent my best friends now.

Or maybe the fact that this year Im in a whole new school, with new friends, positive energy. It's not exactly such a drag or torture to go to school anymore, it's more fun actually.

I used to love, and I love passionately, but I lost. And now I dont even dare approach those waters of leervvv again. I for see me being single, with 38 cats living alone. Let's see if that prediction comes to.

It seems to me that nothing really good ever lasts with me. Like, nothing.
I get something, I love it, I cherish it, and it slips away.
It's like a pattern with friends, family, pets, school, grades, shoes.
GAHH

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

Nelly furtado-why do all good things (come to an end)

1. The last person to tag you is?

-- JessiCA

3. Your 5 impression towards him/her?

-- I wouldn't exactly say we're super close, but ya know, we have this connnectionnnn ;)

4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you?

-- When she came for my 16th birthday party. that was fun on a whole new level.

5. The most memorable words that he/she spoke to you?

-- I cant remember exactly but I invited her to her first party, so that's a really awesome feeling.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will..

-- get down&dirty. oh la la

7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will.

.-- BE SADDDDDD ):

8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on..

-- NOTHING. Jessi is perfect in every way!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is..

.--She ate my cookie. HAHAHA

10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is...

-- Go to china :D hahaha ;)

11. Overall impression towards him/her is...

-- One world. AWESOME.

12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?

-- Ireallydontknow. ask them? :\

13. The character for you for yourself is..

-- ? *blank*

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

-- Uhrm...*blank* whats not to love? :P

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?

-- Megan Fox. But im happy being me too :D

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about him/her.

-- uhrm. SINGLE: but youre welcome to change that :P

17. Ten people to tag.

1.Kesh

2. Natasha

3. Ivan

4. May

5.Emmi

6.Shu

7.Lara

8.Amresh

9.Alex

10.Chittesh

ok people who I tag, u dont have to do it, seriously.

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with ?

-- Idk...*twiddles fingers*

19. Is 3 a male or a female ?

-- FEMALE :P hahahaha!

20. If number 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing ?

-- hmm. I odnt know.

21. How about 5 and 8?

-- LMFAO NO!

22. What is number 1 studying about ?

-- Ireallydontknow. What are u studying abt kesh?

23. When was the last time you had a chat with them?

-- I chat with number 1,2,3 and 4 almost everyday. so...

24. Is number 4 single?

-- MINE.

25. Say something about number 2?

-- FREAKKKK

You know something is wrong
when you have no idea about anything physics
and people look in your direction for answers
Jesus people, I dont know physics
I hate it so much
IT'S like a whole NEW level of hate
Like ok, let's talk about the hate levels

Level 1
hate like as in hating to go to school

Level 2
Hate like how I hate ms Juni and Syamala

Level 3
Hate like hating physics

GOSH, WHYYYYY PHYSICS WHYYY
*stabs book*


Stupid abhorrent, despicable, heinous, loathsome, outrageously repulsive and VILE subject.

and for that
Ive written a song

I HATE YOU PHYSICS
PLEASE DIE
DAMN YOU ISAAC NEWTON
FOR PLAGUING MY LIFE
I DO NOT GIVE A SHIT
ABOUT THE SCIENCE OF MATTER
DO I LOOK LIKE I NEED TO KNOW how-to-calculate-the-energy-released-by-the-fission-of -one-uranium-235-nucleus-while-suspended-in-air-trying-to-calculate-gravitational-pull-and-deciding-how-much-would-be-needed-to-reach-thermal-equilibrium-while-trying-to-understand-the-force-on-a-current-carrying-conductor-in-a-magnetic-field-as-I-am-analysing-refraction-of-waves-reflected-by-a-concave-or-convex-mirror-at-an-angle-of-30degrees-while-looking-at-a-ship-using-Archimedes'-principal-that-states-that-the-upwards-thrust-experienced-by-an-object-in-liquid-is-equal-to-the-weight-of-the-liquid-displaced?
NO I DONNNNNN THINK SOOOOOOO
THANK YOU BUT
I AM FINE
STOP FUCKING SCREWING WITH MY MIND
DIEEE PHYSICS DIEEEEE
DIIIEEEEE
DIIEEEEE

If anyone hates physics as much as I do, please, lets be friends (:

Do costumes make you horny?

Yesterday, I went to Mc Donalds and and and there was this irritating fat aunty indian lady infront of me with what seems to be her husband?

Which was shocking for me coz at first glance I thought she was a man

ANYWAYS

I was in line to get my food or wtv at the counter and she actually TURNED around to directly FACE me and look me up and down and give me the "oh, this is a slut" look.

I mean, WTF IS THAT ABOUT? :

And fine, she did it once. I was like, hmm, ok.

BUT THAN SHE DID IT AGAIN

And again

and at one point I stared back at her

IN HER EYES

And you know usually people would turn away,

SHE STARED BACK

:

whatthehelliswrongwithher?!

and seriously

SHE LOOKED ME UP AND DOWN

and did the disapproving face

and rolled her eyes

and there was no one behind me

SO WHY? ):

like

I DONT EVEN KNOW HER

A not necessarily well-prepared student sat in his life science classroom, staring at a question on the final exam paper. The question directed: "Give four advantages of breast milk."

What to write? He sighed, and began to scribble whatever came into his head, hoping for the best:

1. No need to boil.
2. Never goes sour.
3. Available whenever necessary.

So far so good - maybe. But the exam demanded a fourth answer. Again, what to write? Once more, he sighed. He frowned. He scowled, then sighed again. Suddenly, he brightened. He grabbed his pen, and triumphantly, he scribbled his definitive answer:

4. Available in attractive containers of varying sizes.

He received an A.

Honey has a headache

I tell you it isn't swell

Honey has a headache

It feels like she's in hell

Honey has a headache

Her head wants to explode

Honey has a headache

I guess that's how her life goes

Honey has a headache

STUPID HEADACHE JUST GO

This headache is evil

It's unlike any other

It's making her loose her sleep

It makes her unable to think of sheep

Because of the headache she cannot study

Because of the headache she writes this right now

Because of the headache

she wants to scream out loud

Damn you headache

DIE DIE DIE

You're making me feel crazy

As if I'm losing my mind

KEEEL ME

==

OMG

I have a headache ):

everyone

GET OUT OF MY FACE

and let me breathe

RULE #1People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..

RULE #2Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
WTH, SOMEONE CHEAT ON ME! and thn you pray I'd meet him when I'm wearing my 4 inch heels for unimaginable pain. :D

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To be a freggin KABAZILLIONAIRE

3. What makes you unmotivated?
Shouldn't it be demotivated? ANYWYAS, I really dont know. I get distracted pretty easily...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Buy a car, Buy a new house, My versace shoes, etc etc etc.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Mabel Be afraid
May be afriad
Ranj Be afriad
Ivan..NAHHH
LOL

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being lvoed for loving someone. :D:D:D

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Im young, it'll come. COMMON. Right now, lets fling it :D

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Find a new person I secretly like. :D

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
I had a dream that exams were cancelled...oh well...

10. What takes you down the fastest?
People calling me pudgy and short ):

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Rich, hot, TALL, thin and ruling the world BITCHES.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Natasha (aka sisteerrr) uhrm, do I have to say nice things? LOL jokes. She's great (: I can borrow her clothes (:

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single and RICH. :D


15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Breathe. Followed by checking my phone and going "damn i cant sleep ): "

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Define all. LOL /whoo.
I'd give some, take some, have some and loose some. LOL

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who loves me back? DUH ==

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
WELL, I'll forgive but NEVVERRR EVER forget.

19. Would you suffer now and enjoy later or the opposite?
I rather not suffer throughout my life. Suffering is optional.

20. List 8 people to tag:Ivan and anyone else la... :(

ok, I cant decide if this outfit britney wore is sexy or slutty?
I know the rule to dress sexy is only show ONE, the cleavage, the midriff or the legs but, Is this really slutty? I mean, shes covered head to toe, but thn again, its see-through.

And people who post bikini pictures up on facebook or friendster
Sexy? Or slutty?


OMG
I NEED A VOTE