I wonder how, I wonder why

Written: All by me [Haneesha] bitches. Copy right, take any, I screw your ass.

I may be a drama queen

but at least I'm not a bitch

You always keep tearing me down

These wounds I have to stitch

Why I wonder

How I live

Surrounded in this so-called bliss

Hurting, bleeding from the inside

The pain it never seems to die

Slowly and steady everyday

Gathering up along the way

Hitting me with hard blows

Left and Right-that's how it goes

I wonder how

I wonder why

Were we put on this earth to suffer and die

Excruciating all the time

Sanity-I cannot find

Going out of my fucking mind

I wonder how

I wonder why

If there's ever a bright blue sky

If it's all some crazy lie

I wonder if I have a purpose

I wonder why it can't be seen

I wonder if I'll ever leave

Runaway

forget my past

Die pretty while living fast

Leave this place

where I feel so unjust

Screaming out

I'm letting loose

Tie me down?

I refuse

I don't care what you say

I do things MY WAY

There's not changing that

So you better make it a well-known fact

Haneesha is

Who Haneesha be

And that's forever how it is perceived.